Labour Pain

In life, it takes tremendous patience and concentration to be dedicated 24*7 to something you feel passionately for. And it takes tons more patience and a hell of a lot of adjustment to still feel the same passion for it when it starts taking a heavy toll on your personal life. But growing up, I've been taught to never give hope on something or someone you love. Attempting my best to sound modest, I am saying with infinte pride and sincerity that I've never given up hope on anyone or anything I love. But not once in my mind did I ever think that people would give up hope on me. But that's happened. People with whom I've shared every ounce of knowledge I have on our common object of interest have betrayed me for greener patches. These are people with whom I've pursued something with all the passion I could muster; trying my best to never disappoint them,to the extent of ignoring all those near and dear to me, cutting down on the time I spent with my loved ones. Now I repent those days. I've been left out in the cold by them for reasons best known to them. And as I shiver in this terrible blizzard, all I have with me are my loved ones who still stick with me. But I am not gonna give up on this passion....the flame still burns within me...a flame so strong ,it would overpower the cold and annihilate the darkness. I am starting all over again...but this time I wont compromise on her...not any more to be left out again.... Like a mother giving birth to a baby, I am in labour pain..