Parents...

What is it with parents and expectations?...One instant they r laughing at some joke u make and the next instant they become so disappointed in u that u get the feeling u r the joke.....I dunno man, my mom keeps frowning at me everytime I play my ps2, listen to my iPod or read a novel coz she expects me to be studying all the time....I know I am satisfied with my study schedule and timings but why the hell is she not........Nowadays all i see her doin is frown.......Its time I ignored her and stop worrying bout this and get on wid my life....

Shilpa needs a life

U know wut the say bout the curious cat right? Well, Shilpa went fishing in the UK and got put down bad ...real bad....She went there hoping to get noticed and butter up some producers and well she got more than just get noticed.......Make no mistake I am totally against racism and I am proud of my country....but Shilpa Shetty doesnt represent Indianness ....she is not ,in the true sense of the word, an Indian 'nari'....She doesnt have the will or the wit to stand up and slug it out.....When some one-off domineering 'celebrity' named Jane Goody asks her to go back to the slums. she should have had the guts to say "yeah? well up yours!!" ....I mean , the modern day Indian woman is supposed to be strong and staunch....And after she retracted her statement about being racially abused for god-knows-what- reason, I lost all respect for her as an individual, as an Indian......Yes racism has always been an issue with Indians in the UK, but no self respecting woman,let alone Indian, would backtrack like she just did........And I think its a big charade with the Indian govt. getting involved, they've got more important problems than helping an all too beauty conscious starlet who breaks down in a reality tv show....face it thats what reality tv is all about....I think Shilpa should grow up and fight or just back out and stop wasting our time....Now I dont even care if she goes on to win...coz in my eyes she's got no self respect....U can't blame the show ....but U can blame the casting director who obviously didnt do his homework....!

Well at last something went well...

Yesterday was my bio pract. exam....had my fingers crossed ......and thank God it went well...I even managed to prepare a decent slide.....last time i broke down 'coz i couldnt take an epidermal peeling properly....but that didnt happen this time around....now all my exams are over and all I have remaining is the Boards....now I have my study hols.....hopefully I would sit down and study instead of thinking of girls.....my posts my start becoming less frequent...but hopefully I would keep u up to date on my life in which nuthin's really happening......

Chemistry ain't my style

Hey there ppl,
I had my chem practical exam today.....and i sucked real bad....might have been my worst ever.....When I entered the lab and saw the grinning face of my teacher, all that i prepared went out the window for good......My titrating expt. was messy, first I forgot to add a reagent, then i drop the fractional weights i borrowed from someone else and they scattered all over the floor...u know how small those things are......I was all nerves and weak in the knees.....Then my salt analysis went completely disastrously ....On top of that I got hammered for the viva.....and I came off with a measly 19 out of a possible 30 (yes that is measly)........now i have my bio practicals tomorrow....hope the microscopes dont give me trouble........But the day ended for me on a positive note.....I saw the australian open match b/w baghdatis and and gael i-forgot-his-last-name.....and the latter put on an amazing show and beat the odds despite an injury.....proving that if u want something badly the whole universe conspires in your favour....hope i can pull off a miracle tomorrow...wish me luck

Ash and abishek huh?

Well the news is out AB's baby and Aishwarya Rai are engaged.The whole history of their romance sounds quite filmy....I mean, falling in love while shooting , getting engaged after a premiere..... . Being a hopelessly romantic teenager, I've always pictured falling in love and how mine would be a fairytale relationship...but my last girlfriend brought me down to earth...let's just say it didnt work out very well with my parents finding out...and i was insecure all the time....a recipe for disaster...!
But somehow i miss being in her company...u can say i am a little naive........but hey thats the way i am....but i am over all of that...i mean the mushy stuff. But I've got some1 else in my life, some1 who is a sharp contrast with my ex. She cares a lot bout me, and i've fallen for her. Everyday i wait for her messages with angst. I know she cares about me...but she's got no idea about my feelings for her...she's so sweet....but there's some part of my brain which shouts out loud that I miss my ex.....God my life is sounding more filmy each passing day...it's now like a love triangle ...but the problem is I dont know if any of them have feelings for me...God, I am all screwed up....My train of thought led me from the ash abshishek engagement to my stinking love life.......This is y I always maintain that news channels should keep such issues low key or many more dumb idiots like me across the country would have this same stinking train of thought as mine....
Wut the hell? I've got my xam 2mrw and all i can think about is this girl i care about...i hope its worth it...coz i plan to tell this to her the moment i get the chance...or do u guys think i shouldnt and play the waiting game....and wut is the issue with my ex....I need some feedback people!

My first post...not sure wut to post

Hey ppl,
My name is Jayanth and I am from Cochin , India...well, actually a suburb called Aluva. Its a typical storybook small town minus the friendly neighbours. Well, life here has startes to drag ever since I've turned 17 and that was a year ago. Maybe its because I feel like a caged bird with no outlet for my emotions. The only time I am me is when i am with my friends..oh, by the way I go to a pretty big school and this is our last year being in 12th and stuff....i am gonna miss my friends terribly.
But all I do at home is watch reality tv and listening to my ipod...i tried to learn the guitar to pass the time but thats put on hold; my xams are near...I am your typical confused kid in a state of transition...maybe thats y i am a misfit at home....